LONG RUN.

HUSH.

"I am thankful for having you" -S. You are definitely not thankful for having me because you don't have me. You had me before and now you certainly don't have me anymore because I was smart enough to finally let you go. I can't stand of "trying" to make this work when its really not going to work. I'm tired of this whole break up and make up situation. I'm so foolish of myself for actually taking you back thinking you "change" when you haven't because you are who you are. You can never change that fact. You've brought me up through my toughest times. The hardest thing about being the strong one is not knowing when to give in. The hardest thing about faith is having too much faith. The hardest thing about the future is fear of failure. The hardest thing about letting you go is afraid of you coming back over and over again. I know what I'm doing is the right thing. We had a long run and this is the end of the run. Its like running a marathon we cannot go any longer.

9 HARDEST TIMES OF YOUR LIFE.
1. Being questioned when you yourself don’t understand.
2. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about.
3. Trying to forget something you know you never will.
4. Admitting you were wrong after you have been insistent that you were right.
5. Debating with yourself.
6. Accepting the fact that some things are not meant to be.
7. Trying to understand when you just can’t.
8. Realizing that you’ve been tricked after you’ve given your trust.
9. Letting go of someone you’ve loved all your life.